“We accept the love we think we deserve.”

I hate to love this quote because if this is true than apparently I don’t think I deserve love from anyone and if that’s the case than my quest to find someone that loves me and that I love back is for naught because I don’t actually want to find that person which makes a lot of sense if I think about my track record with guys because the guys I choose to love always end up having something or someone which makes any kind of intimate relationship impossible but if I’m totally honest with myself I’ve never actually loved anyone or maybe I have because sometimes when I think of the word “love” a face pops into my mind and I’m pretty sure that means something more than just getting a random reminder from my subconscious of someone I knew in the past.

Good god, none of that makes any sense and yet it sort of does…

Anyway, the whole point of this was to say that I saw Perks. I cried, got super nostalgic, and then got ridiculously depressed. It broke my heart. 

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