I leave to go back to school on Saturday and I haven’t seen anyone except for my high school English teacher. I’m not sure if the negative feeling I have in the pit of my stomach is because I don’t have the time to see the rest of the people that have reached out to me or because I have absolutely no wish to see those people. What does that mean? Well, I either just recently became anti-social or I’m a sick human being who finds pleasure in lying to people that care about me. I think it’s both.